Junwei

没有你的每一天

2010-01-30T22:20:00.000-08:00

回家的路总是很远话少得很可怜
一个人的晚餐都是孤单的滋味
看见身边重复上演属于我们的画面
选择逃避的眼怎么还是会流泪
爱着你的每一天你就是我的世界
那时候还以为我就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了还能用什么感觉
我舍不得睁开眼睛害怕身边没有你
也许在梦境里是我们最近的距离
想念你温热的手心冷风里把我握紧
当冬天又来临这温度该怎么延续
谢谢你曾经爱过我给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺未来的路该怎么走

2009-10-08T08:06:00.000-07:00

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.

bad mood

2009-09-11T01:09:00.002-07:00

bad mood bad mood bad mood..so what u plans things well?things wil nv go according to yur plan..fuck up

bad mood

2009-09-11T01:09:00.001-07:00

Last Day

2009-07-08T07:49:00.001-07:00

Tml is the Day!!!NS NS NS NS..see u all in 2weeks time..hope is not at siong as i imagine..going to miss u on this 14days..

Last Weekend

2009-07-05T02:16:00.001-07:00

Finally my freedom is goin to an end..goin NS tis thur and wont b out 4 the first 2weeks..during these few mths many things happened..things tt make mi laugh, make mi cry..learn many things n how to b a better person?jus wanna thx to all ppl ard mi and b dere 4 me...haha..sounds like i goin to die..hope when im inside i wil gain weight n get fit eventually??

Last Fri went movie wif weng hong sophie n joanna..watched Ice Age 3..its was funny and i enjoyed the show

Sat went lunch wif wx n joanna at kovan..aft that went prawnin at east coast wif wl,bs,wx n joanna..haha we spend 3hrs dere n onli caught 2prawn?Lousy HUH?aft tt went to east coast lagoon and eat seafood bbq..aft dinner headed home to get my wife and wanted to go kallang to play bowling..but no lane..so drove to pasir ris..also no lane...zzz..so jus go mac n slack den go home..onli ys wx n joanna joined us..bs n wl nid to go home..haha

Today slack whole day at home..mayb coffee wif weng hong lata?

Today is jus not my fuckin day..

2009-07-02T10:21:00.000-07:00

Today is just not my day..not my FUCKING DAY!

Korea

2009-06-19T00:22:00.001-07:00

我没有错

2009-06-05T12:00:00.000-07:00

Can SOMEONE JUS KILL MY SIS..IRRITATING FELLOW!! _|_

Wed Sun tann wif wei xian..nite dinner wif Wei Xian,Wei Long,Wei Jie,Wei Kit,Ghim Seng,Maki and Beishan..aft go Pasir Ris Bowling..had a great day..

Thur went DBL O with Weng,Sophie n Joanna..enjoyed myself but the aircon dere jus sux..Hot!

Fri went shopping with Hui Lin and Katsy..everywhr is hav discount coz its GSS!!but cant buy anything coz goin NS! soon buy also useless..mit joanna 4 dinner aft tt...happily angry KFC

Sat and sun sld b rotting at hm n play bball

Nx mon goin town 4 dental

tue rot at hm and bball trainin at nite

Wed OFF to Korea

The HMV

2009-05-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

Ytd nite went to mit meiqin for supper at Holland...We went to eat Crystal Jade..After i send her home and mit wei long at AMK Hub..Followed his car to Wei Xian Hse..3 cars went to fetch ghim seng and all the way to my hse to watch Champion League Final..Enoch join us aft that..We name our gang THE HMV..haha T is Toyota, H is Hyundai, M is Mutubishi and V the Volkswagen...haha..eventually ManU lost 2-0..so we went down to take some LOL..here they r..haha

zzz

2009-05-15T11:35:00.000-07:00

i jus got a annoying sis..cant she jus do her own things cn dun care bout mi..get a life

Aresnal Vs ManU

2009-05-05T11:33:00.000-07:00

Who Will WIN???

Happy Birthday Hong Liang

2009-04-25T23:36:00.000-07:00

Aftnoon mit adna n joanna to flea market..hongliang 4eva late mit us aft we finish shopping at flea market..went bugis aft tt..wanted to go toy museum at first but it was too late so went swensen for lunch + firehouse for hongliang..went shoppin at bugis til nite..adna n mi brought 2tee 4 him,hope he lyk it...Weng Hong mit us aft that..went marina..wanted bowling but full house so slacked at BK 4 awhile aft head to airport for out 2nd round of swensen fire house..lastly went changi to eat nasi lemak n home we gooo!!

2009-04-23T23:05:00.001-07:00

9 July...zzzz

Sway

2009-04-21T23:37:00.001-07:00

1st Leg
2nd Her
3rd Almost accident
4th Ipod Spoilt

Whats next???

The Other Way Round

2009-04-20T11:20:00.001-07:00

Boy in the beginning
The beginning, it was me and you
I was bonnie you were clyde
and we were running
We were running for the list we knew

Roll the Credits

But then in the middle
in the middle you went and
changed the script
took a pencil and erased my happy
Ending instead of loving you I
feel so sick

Roll the credits

I know you directed it
I'm sure I produced a bit
but why is that chick
stealing my show

Baby tell me who is she
I need to know her name and number
Tell me who does she hang out with
When you're not together
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me

Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your
friends you told
all about it
they said you were working last
friday night when I was calling
did you lie to all of them too
or was I just a fool

Roll the Credits

You worked undercover
gave her every single line I owned
and it doens't make me feel any better
that you took her
places we would go

I thought you were meant for me
my name should be on that screen
tell me whys that chick playing
my roll

Baby tell me who is she
I need to know her name and number
tell me who does she hang out with
when you're not together
I aint gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me

Roll the Credits
And tell me how many of your
friends you told all about it
they said you were working last
friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too
Or was I just a fool

Roll the credits

I know you directed it
Im sure I produced a bit
I thought you were meant fo rme
my name should be on that screen

We weren't even at the end
but you started auditioning
and let somebody star
in my show

Baby tell me who is she
I need to know her name and number
Tell me who does she hang out with
when you're not together
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me baby you
to hear me

I just need you, I
just need you
to hear me

baby tell me how many of your
friends you told all about it
they said you were working last
friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too
Or was I just a fool

Roll the Credits

Wake UP!!!

2009-04-17T12:49:00.000-07:00

Dont know wads wrong wif mi..almost got into accident again n again..mayb is i think too much when driving!!

Sakae + Giraffe

2009-04-17T10:55:00.000-07:00

Aftnoon went ABC market for lunch wif joanna..it was rather rush coz dad nid to use car at 5..
Evening MRT down to City Hall to meet huilin n katsy for sushi at Funan Sakae Sushi.
After sushi went giraffe to chill.

2009-04-14T12:46:00.001-07:00

Wonder when my leg will heal..hiassss

Tired

2009-04-04T01:30:00.000-07:00

Turban..cant play bball 4 awhile liao..kena my right leg..wan bend also canot..knn..

2009-03-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

Not feeling so good this few days...been thinking too many things and making dreams thn i dun wish to have..hope i cn get it over soon

Fri

2009-03-27T09:49:00.000-07:00

Watched 12 Rounds with Joanna at Cathay..actually is want go dental de but i see wrong day..sld b ytd lol...so clumsy of mi..12 Rounds is nice!! worth watchin..gogogo n catch it..action pack movie

aft movie went ps to eat mos, train down to outram to get car frm my dad and went NUS to play bball friendly match..unfortunately we lose by 6pts..blame it out to mi..wif all my misses..sux man..hope to play wif them again..
After bball drove to ABC MARKET to eat satay been then fetch my dad
HOME SWEET HOME

Nite Life Is Cool

2009-03-23T00:41:00.000-07:00

Wooo had been stayin out veri late these few days..L4d, chill and drinking..
Fri meet Adna at town..wanted to catch movie but no nice show so decided to go DOME and eat dinner and wait Weng Hong n Hong Liang to join us..crap n joke..btw my tis sem gpa i got 3.5!!! and is my best result these 3yrs..haha

Joke of the Day
Waiter: Hi may i help u?
Weng Hong: Oh yes! you can help mi by taking order

hhaha i tink onli us wil feel tt its funi

After dinner went to Lebar to drink

Thx Weng Hong N Hongliang for e drinks!!!

After drinking..we went henderson to have a walk n chit chat..home sweet home after that

Sat
Morning tennis and lunch at NUS..love e laska yong YTF...cheap n nice..
Aftnoon headed parklane to play L4D again..Joanna n HL join us aft tt..dinner tgt and home sweet home

Sun
BBall at Tp in e aftnoon and rest at home..Too tired..

L4D Rox!

2009-03-19T23:23:00.000-07:00

GLI VS GTI

Tis few day just kept playin L4D at Parklane with weng hong, hl,joanna and debbie gang..haha..shiok..entertainment to e max..lol

True??

2009-03-15T11:35:00.000-07:00

NOVEMBER

Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

Sat morning had a friendly match at O.S.S Wif telok Blangah CC..its been a few yr i go back to O.S.S alr..nth change much..its stil e same..back to results we lost 60-70..lousy game 4 mi..didnt perform well..but i dun panic anymore like last time..playin wif confident..
Afternoon drove dad to work..aft tt went to town wif bi zhi,yuhan n her sis and hl to catch a movie..watched journey to witch mountian starring 'The Rock'..his muscles stil as big n ever..fit..envy..haha..a 7/10 movie??worth watchin..aft send them to outram mrt n fetched my parents n sis 4 dinner..
Nite went clubbing wif weng hong, dorothy and ying ying..left at 1plus and went to eat mac at east coast coz too crowded til cant dance..lol..home sweet home aft tt

Todae slp at hm e whole day and mit hong liang at nite 4 coffee and l4d..

TTS ALL FOLKS

DO NOT DISTURB

2009-03-08T01:44:00.000-08:00

Before i start blogging..i wanna to tell tis particular person, u know who r u..if u r reading my blog would u PLS STOP MSGING MI..i dun wish b related wif u in wadeva ways..not even being frens wif u..u got yur own life so stop msging mi..wadeva happen to u is not my fuckin business..u nid $ get from yur bf, nid help get from yur bf, wan check weather check wif weather forecast..im not any1 of it..i dun wish to receive any msg frm u..yur msg is jus a waste to my fone memory n time 4 mi to delete..well i cant stop any1 frm msgin mi but im jus tell u not to..but if u dun feel embrassed i hav nth to say..so hope u cn get it..u made a choice to leave so u wont hav e privlieges frm mi anymore..

Ok thats all..ytd mit joanna at PS 4 lunch..wanted to eat sushi buffet de but alr too late buffet ended so went to eat BK..chit chat abit aft mit junfa and e ever late HL 4 dinner..4 of us went to play LEFT 4 DEAD..haha..its their fst time playin so i took e lead n they followed mi..we onli played 4 1hr coz hl is hungry so went to Cathay B1 to eat e 99cent sushi..e food dere sux..not fresh de..dun go dere to eat..after went to watch movie PUSH..i would rate it 3/5..some part i dunn understand but e powers they hav was amazing!!all of us went home aft tt frm movie coz my car is stil at service centre hav to catch last bus home..haha..by tue i cn get back my car again..yes yes yes..cn supper n go hm late again..

So many things i wanna get now..but duno sld i..suggestion??wanna change my car head unit to touch screen..hopefully it hav ipod compatability, reverse camera, video player , tv and beta sound quailty..but dun tink i will wanna change my speakers...its cost ard $1000 worth gettin it??
i also wanna to get a desktop..my laptop 3yrs alr n it gets noisy sometime but most impt is cn play left 4 dead..coz my laptop cant play..haha..mayb PC show go and take a look..thinkin of getting HP wif 22inch LCD screen..ard $2000?any1 have beta recommendation??

Frens 4eva

2009-02-28T05:47:00.001-08:00

Aft Grad nite Weng Hong Came to fetch mi..wanted to go club de but Zouk n DBL O all FULL HOUSE...zzzz...no choice lor in the end went to LE Bar at Cantoment dere..nice place to sing n chill.. Joanna, Joel and Junfa joined us too..FREN FOREVER!

PIC PIC!!

Enjoyable Friday

2009-02-28T04:58:00.000-08:00

First of all congrats mi of my new car which is the

Volkswagen GLI

On to My Grad Nite..had an very enjoyable nite..the host is gd n get to see all my classmate which nv see them for such a long time..here r e pic..enjoy!!

Im better off without you

2009-01-30T08:24:00.000-08:00

Done my final report today..play bball these few day and got a few injury hand kena scratch,eye kena wack, back pain and a blue black on my head..haha..tml playin tennis in e mornin as usual and goin my cousin place to eat but not sure whether got bball trainin at bedok anot..so see how it goes..

Lookin forward to cruise trip on 11-13 wif u :)

Sports time

2009-01-16T08:37:00.000-08:00

Ytd went for bball trainin with e main team at tanjong pagar. They were all good and i had to used my turbo engine in order to catch up wif them. It was so tiring but fun. Enjoyed playin with them, could get alot of experience from them and more challenging..guess i will train up for my shooting and my leg muscles..will go shoot some hoops when im free and climb some stairs since i will b so darm free since IA ending next week. After trainin went to mit joanna again for supper..pick her up frm her hse thn go chinatown walk walk..then decide to eat steamboat..enjoyed eating steamboat..its been more than 1 mth tt i hav steamboat..miss it so much..reach hm ard 2.30am..

Todae worked up ard 10am and meet joanna ard 11plus as she nid to see doc..after that train to bukit batok to mit adna as she having her driving test..unfortunatly she failed..38point..lol..wish she cn pass nx time which is march 25..adna fren drove us back to her hse and had a short chat wif her before i go mit sophie, huilin and maosy for dinner at city hall..ate pizza hut which is darm cheap..total $20 for 2 regular pizza?thx to huilin citibank credit card..1 for 1..i also wan to apply!!!go zouk also free haha..left ard 10plus and home sweet home..
Guess i wil start my sports life althought my back stil hurts..bball,swimming,soccer,tennis,gym

Tennis session tml morining at NUS!!!i missed NUS yong tao foo also..goanna eat it tml..

True friends are diffcult to find

2009-01-12T07:07:00.000-08:00

Todae nth happen much..weng hong came n fetch mi ard 12pm go town see watch..in e end is black shop..so went to drink spinelle to drink coffee..chat n smoke til 2plus then we left to hougang to eat laksa..not bad..cheap n nice..after went to play pool, no ppl 1..onli 2table..lol..play till 4plus them went home coz nth to do..so e rest of e day i jus slack at hm..staring blank,blasting music and watch beast stalker..tts all 4 today..work tml again..bored..

9-11 jan

2009-01-11T07:04:00.000-08:00

Let mi start off wif fri..nite went joanna hse to pick her up then go to spize again for supper ..ate mutabuk..cheese with chicken..nice nice..after that drove to marina brigde dere walk walk..it was a good place to chill..windy too..but sadly hav to leave early coz mom called mi to ask mi go home..so send her home thn i go hm orh orh..

Sat..boring as usual..woke up ard 12pm..alone at home..so i shall enjoy my day alone at home..no ppl nagging..blast music all day long skipped breakfast n lunch..lazy to go buy..ard 530 went down BC to play ball but no ppl..so went over to GSCC play since wilson told mi those ppl i dun wish to see r not dere..play til 930pm like tt went home to bath thn mit weng hong for dinner..he came over to fetch mi and went to east coast carls junior to eat..not a bad place to go to..finish eating dere stil cn go to e beach 4 a stroll..veri relaxing..after wanted to go changi point to walk walk 1 but scared mom call mi and he is rather tired so we went home aft tt..

Today mit sophie for lunch n movie..meet her at paya lebar mrt since she stay at enous..so took train down tgt..wanted to eat sushi but both of us dun hav e feel so we decided to buy tix fst..brought ONG BAK 2..after went to eat MOS burger..walk ard town n its movie time..it was a disappointed show..lousy show..dun even know wad e story abt n not tt exciting..so i recommend u all not to watch..it sux..aft show send her to mrt station cos she mitin her parents 4 dinner..i bused down to bugis to mit MILK 4 dinner..n we ate wan ton mee again..lol..saw debbie n candice at bugis..hahaa..they say i grew taller but skinner..hias..i must eat more man..aft go starbuck 4 a drink..crap n crap..left ard 930 and we go our seperate way home..

Tml sld b mitin weng hong to go see watch..since i onli left 1 watch alr..n he also wan to buy..hopefully cn find e 1 i lyk bah..tts all folks..goin to watch manu vs chelsea match liao...

Im still not myself

2009-01-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

It really very diffcult to forget to forget someone especially the one you loved so much and had so much memories..

HAPPY OR SAD?

2009-01-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

Today went police post to change my address officially and that means i no longer cn play 4 TP csc bball team but i change my add also cant play 4 GSCC..ppl who close to mi sld know y i dun wan to play at GSCC bahz..so bball will jus b a hobby 4 mi..play wif frens and enjoy the game..not too bad right?jus i doesnt nid to train so much and wont get better..hah

Attachement ending soon at 22jan..duno i sld b happy or sad coz i duno wad to do during my free time till i go into NS..work?rot? but i know aft my attachement i wanna to go 4 a long long holiday to relax myself and get away frm sg for awhile..hope i will feel beta when i come back..so any1 wan go holi jus tell mi ok?

Weekend coming again..and it bother mi again..coz i hav no whr to go and especially on sat, its e most diffcult day 4 mi..coz im unable to play ball at gscc which i always play and its jus bother mi and let mi rmb of e past..but no choice have to go on wif it..

tts all 4 todae..tml goin 4 dental app so half day of work onli..shiok

leave!

2009-01-06T07:50:00.000-08:00

Can you jus leave mi alone??each time i see u my heart wil jus shattered n i wil get screwed up stress up..jus b tgt wif yur bf n leave mi alone!jus leave!enjoy yur life..IM STRESS

With You

2009-01-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

I need you boo, I gotta see you boo And the hearts all over the world tonight, Said the hearts all over the world tonight I need you boo, (ooh) I gotta see you boo (hey) And the hearts all over the world tonight, Said the hearts all over the world tonight [ Verse 1 ] Hey! Little mama, Ooh, you a stunna Hot..lil figure, Yes, you a winner And I'm so glad to be yours, You're a class of your own And.. Ooh, little cutie When..you talk to me I swear..the whole world stops You're..my sweetheart And I'm so glad that you're mine You are one of a kind and.. [ Bridge ] You mean to me What I mean to you and.. Together baby, There is nothing we won't do Cuz if I gotchu, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my all. And.. [ Chorus ] Oh! I'm into you, And girl, No..one else would do, Cuz with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I..know I can't be the only one, I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight, With the love of their life who feel.. Wat I feel when I'm With you [ x5 ] Girl.. With you [ x5 ] [ Verse 2 ] Oh Girl! I don't want nobody else, Without you, there's no one left then, You're like Jordans on Saturday, I gotta have you and I cannot wait now, Hey! little shawty, Say..you care for me, You know..I care for you, You know...that I'll be true, You know..that I won't lie, You know..that I will try, To be your everything..yeah.. [ Bridge ] Cuz if I got chu, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my all. And yeah.. [ Chorus ] Oh! I'm into you, And girl, No..one else would do, Cuz with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I..know I can't be the only one, I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight, With the love of their life who feel.. Wat I feel when I'm With you [ x5 ] Ohh.. With you [ x5 ] Yeah Heh.. [ Bridge 2 ] And I.. Will never try to deny, That you were my whole life, Cuz if you ever let me go, I would die.. So I won't front, I don't need another woman, I just need your all and nothing, Cos' if I got that, Then I'll be straight Baby, you're the best part of my day... I need you boo, I gotta see you boo And the hearts all over the world tonight, Said the hearts all over the world tonight Woo Ooohh.. Yeah~ They need it boo(they need it) They gotta see their boo, Said the hearts all over the world tonight, Hearts all over the world tonight [ Chorus ] Oh! I'm into you, And girl, No..one else would do, Cuz with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I..know I can't be the only one, I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight, With the love of their life who feel.. Wat I feel when I'm With you [ x5 ] Girl.. With you [ x5 ] Ohh.. With you [ x5 ] With you..only with you With you [ x5 ] hey yeah

01/01/2009UNLUCKY

2009-01-01T07:06:00.000-08:00

what a unlucky 2009 first day for mi..woke up at 9am, played tennis at my hse here wif my SSMC fren..once i reach hm frm tennis, horror came..quarrel wif my parents coz i keep goin out at nite, attitude sux towards them n sis complain i drive veri fast..mom throw all my clothes out of my wardrobe and asked mi to move out..say she cant take it anymore..at tt point im realli darm pissed and sad..i duno wad to do..i wanted to tell her the reason wad made mi go out everynite but i dun hav e courage to tell her..i jus continue to walk to e toilet took a bath but my sis stop mi n ask mi wad i mean by doin tt n stare mi..tt make mi more pissed n i stared her back n say u not happy u cn jus come n wack mi..best is wack till i die..i took my bath n i went out..i feel tt my attitude is getting bad to worst..a litte thing cn make mi darm frustrated and scold ppl..i realli dun hav any mood becoz i jus couldnt get her off my mind..jus hope i cn overcome asap..it realli stress mi up..go play bball also sian..train also no use alr..cant play 4 tp n gs anymore..jus spoilt my life..

Hate that i Love You

2008-12-31T01:01:00.000-08:00

面带微笑离开你怀里我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系一点小伤而已
你可以很放心我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你 oh~我爱你只是因为你是你
oh~我恨你你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的… .新恋情
没关系… 我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你我恨你最后那一句我爱你

Totally no mood

2008-12-30T08:31:00.000-08:00

Tml is new yr eve and i hav totally no mood to celebrate it..its jus realli sux..early knock off from work also nowhr to go...jus now went to tampanies to play bball n sadly i fucking injured my knee..y am i so unlucky??wonder wads goin next..knn..hope some1 can accompany mi tml so i wont feel to terrible

Beta day for me

2008-12-28T07:34:00.000-08:00

Todae quite a veri occupied day..morning went to changi dere play soccer wif my cousin fren..i tink i had not play wif them 1yr plus alr and i tink i sux man..no stamina alr n my ball control all jus sux..and my heart hurts again after playing..hias getting weak..when i was changin my soccer boots, i saw 21 lambo pass through e road..it was so shiok la..nv see no many lambo at 1 time before..so many colour n type..shiok shiok..aft finish playin soccer went home to bath thn go ps to mit joanna n HL for lunch n walk walk..who knows both of them flight delay..nid mi to wait 4 them..eat pasta mania for lunch thn walk walk ard at town..i saw 2 puma shoe..n stil deciding wad to buy..mayb aft new yr i thn buy..haha..joanna ps us ard 7 as she got wedding dinner to attend thn mi n HL go cuppage dere eat WAN TON MEE...haha..aft tt went heeren to mit weng hong for coffee..haha..sit dere slack slack chat chat..but halfway mama call mi to go hm so bo bian..weng hong send HL n MI home lor..so tts all for today..

Stupid

2008-12-26T22:41:00.001-08:00

Im jus fuckin stupid tt i believe she broke up wif her bf..y am i so stupid and let her hurt mi again n again..y i stil nid to think abt her feeling when she alr done tis to mi?bcoz i stil love her..y cant she get it??She e onli girl i love so much in my life before..

Unlucky time

2008-12-26T08:17:00.000-08:00

haha..tis few days i feel that i am rather unlucky..
1)everydae work nid to take shuttle bus frm pasir ris mrt but so sway i step out of mrt bus jus left nvm so went to take sbs bus..who knows bus also jus left so hav to wait 10min plus 4 e bus thn late for work..
2)help dad wash car also wil kena scold..say i wash car nv use heart wash..wash le nv put e soap n pail to e original place..knn i alr try my best alr liao stil kena scold..
3)car side lamp spoilt + esp system all spoilt
4)todae took mrt a lady heels step on my leg..so pain la
5)go vivo walk walk also wil step til spill drinks
6)order hor fan for dinner they giv mi fried rice
7)sick
8)go home club..no ppl n sound sux
9)lonely christmas

haha..but nvm i know luck wil change soon..todae went city hall to mit bizhi for lunch and hongliang n junfa mit us lata..ate BK thn heng on to vivo as bizhi workin dere..junfa ps us becoz he mitin mei mei 4 dinner so left mi n hongliang walk walk at vivo..saw quite a no. of nice tops and puma shoe..aft took train to city hall again coz hongliang wan pass present to fren at new york new york which hl called it NYDC..haha..thn walk to suntec find joanna say hi thn mi n hl go sakae sushi eat..we were so budget that i onli cn eat 5plates..haha..thn joanna knock off send her to bus stop thn i took mrt home..tts it for today!

Lonely Christmas

2008-12-24T19:06:00.000-08:00

Well let mi wish everyone a merry christmas..hope everyone enjoy their day todae..for me?i think tis yr is e worst christmas day i ever have..stayin at hm alone watchin tv listening to music..its realli sux..and i dun realli look forward to new yr..i dun lyk the feeling when yur love 1 is outside happily celebrating wif another guy while u cant do anything but to stay at hm..feeling so lonely..well i think its time for mi to 4gt her and move on..no point loving someone who doesnt love me anymore rite? sometimes i also duno y y am i stil hav to afraid of her getting angry when i go out wif other girl while she is happily attached and means nth to mi at all? y am i so stupid??mayb is stil i love her too much and dun wish her to get unhappy.. im jus realli realli very very stupid..well time to move on and 4getting everything..and i hope im can see my real self again tis new yr...beta and stronger me!

I wan to give up

2008-12-22T03:46:00.000-08:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in Cause I got time while she got freedom Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other ones leaving Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even) You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain You took your suitcase, I took the blame. Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains Cause you left me with no love, no love to my name. I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in Cause I got time while she got freedom Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other ones leaving Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven) no it don't break even...

It's Diffcult

2008-12-20T18:53:00.001-08:00

One week had passed without her but im stil feeling so terrible..mayb is i love her too much alr?but its all too late..tis few day wad i onli how to do is to take my dad car n go 4 a spin..came hm late everynite..hope to make myself tired so i cn slp..but aft 3hrs i will be wide awake thinkin about her again..it is veri hurting..i also dun feel lyk eatin everyday and i tink i even forgotten how to be hungry..all i do is jus think about her..wad i do i will onli think abt her..i also dun dare to play basketball anymore..i will jus rmb tt she wil b dere sitting n watchin mi play..but it wont happen anymore..and my heart will hurt once i exercise..i duno how long i stil cn tk..im going to collaspe soon..i totally regretted how i treat her last time..i didnt realli express my love towards her correctly but jus show her my temper n scold her..bcoz i realli love her..but now seeing her so happy i think tt she made e right choice and i sld b happy 4 her rather thn b wif mi..unhappy everytime..4 now wad i jus hope is tt i could 4gt her quickly and get on wif my life..i hope i realli cn do it..coz is realli veri hurting n terrible..during tis few day i realli wan to thx those ppl who b dere 4 mi when i nid it and im realli veri touched..they always giv mi support and try to accompany mi if they could.. now i know whenever u r down real frens wil then appear n support u..i made a wrong step by chosing gf rather than frens and i neglect them..i tot once i hav a gf..i could b wif her 4eva and i neglected my fren..now i onli hav a few gd frens..but i nv regretted being wif her..now i jus hope i could 4gt her..n continue my life....its hard but i goanna try..i dun wan to hurt myself more