Lonely Christmas

Well let mi wish everyone a merry christmas..hope everyone enjoy their day todae..for me?i think tis yr is e worst christmas day i ever have..stayin at hm alone watchin tv listening to music..its realli sux..and i dun realli look forward to new yr..i dun lyk the feeling when yur love 1 is outside happily celebrating wif another guy while u cant do anything but to stay at hm..feeling so lonely..well i think its time for mi to 4gt her and move on..no point loving someone who doesnt love me anymore rite? sometimes i also duno y y am i stil hav to afraid of her getting angry when i go out wif other girl while she is happily attached and means nth to mi at all? y am i so stupid??mayb is stil i love her too much and dun wish her to get unhappy.. im jus realli realli very very stupid..well time to move on and 4getting everything..and i hope im can see my real self again tis new yr...beta and stronger me!